Saturday, December 31, 2011

New years

Its crazy to me how fast another year has gone by. The older you get years feel like months! I remember telling everyone I was pregnant with 2 babies and now they are turning 2! Where does the time go? My oldest daughter moved out in November. Not only am I not happy about her decision I'm like FUCK! When did I get so old to even have a daughter old enough to move out? So now ones out of the house, next ones getting her license on Monday...I can't lie. Things are good and I'm desperately trying to savor every minute but I feel an underlying sadness. Getting older and having older kids is a hard transition. I enjoy the wisdom I have acquired, the life experience, my ability to gain perspective quicker but I feel older. So as 2011 comes to a close I find myself wondering what the new year will bring.i definitely need to get healthy and drop this baby weight, I have to go with the flow a little more and enjoy every day!!
So Happy New Year!!!

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

So I figured I might as well start at the beginning. I'm an old fashioned girl, who got married at 19. I am proud to say I've been happily married almost 20 years and I have 7 amazing, beautiful children. I have 6 girls and 1 boy. Needless to say I'm always busy and TIRED! My 18 yr old daughter moved out in November and it's been hard adjusting to that change. My 16 year old daughter is the compliant genius if they were all like her I'd probably have 12! My soon to be 14yr old (1/19) is the drama queen of the family, my only boy almost 11 (1/26) has his issues but he is hilarious! My 8 yr old is conflicted between acting wild like my son or a drama queen like her sister. I just wish she would get it and act like herself! Next are the babes the twins! They are 2! They are the most amazing, hardest, stressful blessing I have ever had! More to come as I type they are freaking out at my legs pushing me!